Bismillahirahmanirahiim..
Alhamdulilah..segala pujian bagi ALLAH yang masih sudi mengurniakan rahmat dan belasnya atas nikmat iman dan Islam..
''AKU MASIH ISLAM SAAT INI''
Jika dikurniakan usia seribu tahun pun,itu belum cukup untuk merafakkan kesyukuran ke hadrat ALLAH Taala ats kurniaan agung..Jika seorang Rasul punya mukjizatnya tersendiri..para wali punya karamahnya jua..orang-orang soleh yang dipilih oleh ALLAH menyimpan mutiara maunah..Tapi sang daie kecil ini punya hati yang cuba dan sentiasa dibesarkan dengan sifat malunya..
Sungguh menghitung waktu yang sudah berlalu bisa membuatkan si daie kecil ini menangis tak berlagu..Benar kata sang ulama Imam Ghazali( kalau tidak silap )apabila saat ditanya kepada anak muridnya,''Apakah yang paling jauh denganmu?''
Itulah waktu yang telah berlalu..
Saat ini usia ana ,sang daie kecil(sdk) sudah menjejak angka 20 tahun, 2bulan ,26hari..
Tapi entahlah serasa sdk baru sahaja mendapatkan hidupnya beberapa minggu ini..
Panjangnya angan-angan sering mensia-siakan waktu emas yang hanya bertandang sekali cuma dalam hidup..
Ya,ALLAH..
Pelbagai peristiwa berlaku dalam hidup.
Namun tatkala membaca kisah para para waliMu dan insan -insan terpilih ALLAH diuji pelbagai mehnah ujian baik berupa kesakitan,kemiskinan,penderitaan,kehilangan.sdk jadi terduduk sendiri.
Meratapi kekerdilan diri.
Ujian yang telah dilalui sebelum ini tidak sesusah mereka.
Bahkan selama ini,sdk merasakan tiada ujian kesusahan pernah menimpanya.
Bukannya berkata dengan nada riak,cuma merasakan betapa kecil sekali dan sedikit sekali ujian yang ALLAH kurniakan selama ini.
Selama ini banyak sungguh keluhanku padaMu,ya Rabb..
Ikrar tidak senada dengan perbuatan..
Malu sebagai hambaMu.
Jika ditakdirkan sdk menemui Tuhan tidak lama lagi.
Dengan bekal apa harus sdk bawa.
Amal yang tidak seberapa.Beberapa kerat sahaja kah diterima ALLAH.
Kecut rasa hati apabila mengenangkan bahwa amal ibadah seseoranh hamba bakal melalui 7 lapisan tingkatan spotcheck hingga ke langit ke-7
Tingginya tahap keikhlasan jua yang ALLAH terima disisnya.
Manakala setiap amaan yang disusuri dengan lumpur riak,mengumpat,takbur dam macam2 lagi sifat mazmumah dilaknat oleh ALLAH Taala.
ALLAh..
Ikhlas itu macam mana?
Mengikut guru talaqi sdk,Ustaz Muhadir b.Haji Jol.
Ikhlas itu apabila sama ada apabila dikeji atau dipuji sama sahaja.
Hatimu dan amalmu tidak berubah.
ya,ALLAH..
Kadang kala hamba selama ini apabila dipuji orang,jadi meninggalkan amalam sunat kerna takut dikata riak.
Kadang kala hamba apabila dikeji orang,perasaan lemah dan malas mula menguasai diri..
Lalu kau beramal untuk siapa sebenarnya????
Kesakitan itu penghapus dosa.
Sering sdk membaca buku-buku motivasi tentang pesakit .
Yang paling sdk suka adalh buku yang bertajuk,'ALLAH SAYANG KAMU''
terasa lembut belaian ALLAH.
hingga lidah sdk tidak dapat menahan daripada berdoa.
''ya,ALLAH..berilah aku sakit agar dengannya terhapus dosaku dan diangkat darjatku disisiMu.aku ini banyak dosa ya,ALLAH..maka dengan jalan apa lagi bisa terhapuS dosa ku..''
Sungguh kunci kemenangan kepada ujian ALLAH ada dua
Ujian kesenangan kuncinya adalah bersyukur.
Ujian kesusahan kuncinya adalah bersabar.
Tetapi salahkah sdk jika meminta diujikan dengan ujian kedua itu shaja??
Seringkali soalan yang lazim sdk tanyakan sewaktu menelefon Mama adalah.
''Duk wak gapo semua..abah duk wak gapo..??Adam mano..ngaji doh ko?''
dan
''Semua sihat ko? Mama chat?"
Mamaku pasti terdiam seketika.
Sakit gigi yang dideritainya ,sdk kira2 sejak 4tahun yang lalu belum jua sembuh2..
Sudah banyak doktor pakar dan klinik2 yang dikunjungi.
''Ma telan ubat doh takdi,sakit tak hilang2..habis dengan ubat doh..5-6 biji sehari..''
Lirih suara mama.
Sdk hanya mampu berdoa dalam hati dan minta mama melakukan hal yang sama dan banyakkan bersabar.
Selebihnya sdk sebak.
Sakit mama yang pelik sdk rasa.??
Sakit gigi yang berkait dengan saraf dan mengganggu siang dan malam mama.
''Mama jangan amal sangat ubat itu.Aeyah takut mabuk jah make ubat banyak lajok..Acu try amal minum air bacaan Yasin atau Manzil..''
''Bukankah sakit itu penghapus dosa.''
Kesian mama,setiap kali mama melahirkan anak.pasti giginya luruh..itulah fitrah perempuan bersalin kalau tak cukup kalsium.Nak2..hampir setahun sekali,mama lahirkan adik2 baru untuk sdk.Untung berhenti sehingga sdk punya adik yang ke-8..(^_^)
Tapi seseungguhnya sdk sangat bangga dengan mama.Mama kuat.
''Tidaklah ALLAH menimpakan ujian melebihi kemampuan hambaNYA'' al baqarah
Sekarang sdk berada di madrasah yang banyak memperkenalkannya dengan erti kehidupan beragama berlandaskan syariat yang lebih mendalam.
Menuntut ilmu talaqi dengan Ustaz.
Alhamdulilah,berkesempatan mendapat ijazah'' Bekalan Akhirat ''sendiri dengan Sheikh AHmad Fahmi Zamzam,guru Ustaz Muhadir di Masjid AL fALAH.
''Ana ajastukum..''
''Qabilna..''
''Barakallah.. kepda anti..''
Bersua pula dengan Sheikh Muhammad Nuruddin Banjari dan mendapat perhatian dan senyuman seorang ulama yang disegani.Apalah yang mampu ditasmidkan kepada ALLAH selain kalimah Hamdalah..
Tetapi sdk taklah berbangga.sdk sedar di luar sana ramai lagi sahabat2 berkesempatan bahkan lebih baik pada sdk.
Tetap bukankah apabila kita bersyukur ALLAH Taala akan menambah nikmatNya kepada kita.
ALLAH....
Tiada daya dan usaha melainkan keiizinanNya.
Berzikirlah dengan hati nescaya hati itu akan sedamai pemandangan salju putih di pagi hari..
lidah yang sentiasa berzikir lebih senang dibuat berbanding hati yang berzikir..
ya,ALLah..bimbinglah segenap anggota badanku..sependek mana nafasku..selambat mana darahku beredar dalam urat nadi...semuanya bertasbih memujiMu setiap detik dan saat..
pesan sahabat tarbiah:
Apabila hati kita dpt dijaga,nescaya anggota yg lain pun dpt kita jaga dgn baik..
Semuanya berpunca drpd hati...utk selalu menghidupkan hati dgn zikrullah,kita perlu melatihkan hati dgn zikir2 khafi (zikir dlm hati) dgn menyebut isimNya yg mufrad..(sebut Allah..Allah..Allah..)seba
nyak2nya supaya hati kita sentiasa hidup
.
dan alhamdulilah.
.
''AKU MASIH ISLAM SAAT INI''..
p/s:rindu nak balik umah...>>>
mesti mempertahankan islam walaupun mati jadi taruhan
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